Well its been awhile because Im trying to decide in the next month what to do with the rest of my life and I know nothing is set in stone or anything but its kinda wierd. I dont want to let anyone down and I really think that I am going about this the wrong way. I am applying to Denison University (Granville,OH) New York University
(DUH), The Ohio State University (Columbus, OH) and Spelman University (Atlanta, GA). I think that I will get accepted to like on of those school and live out a depressing existance, but other than that Im just workin hard and trying to keep my greades up.
I had a rose named after me and I was flattered. But I was not pleased to read the description in the catalog: "No good in a bed, but fine against a wall."
-Eleanor Roosevelt
By all means marry. I f you get a good wife, you'lll become happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.
-Socrates
What's the use of happiness? It can't buy you money-
-Henry Youngman
We could certainly slow the aging process down if it had to work its way through Congress.
-Will Rogers
Well its been awhile...nuthin much goin on gettin ready for my SENIOR year!!!! Like others out here, its been kinda hectic for no apparent reason.
Again nuthin much to report just chillin out tryin to get fucked up and have a damn good time.
Life is Funny, when your born you hear stories of how your aunt and uncle just had a beautiful baby girl and of how you cousin will soon be married and how you sister is on her way to college. We hear these things and begin to realize that one day we too will live out the same fate. There's no particular direction or assistance, there's no guide, and no cliffnotes we are thrown into the ring and expected to walk out the champion. As we grow we are handed more and more respnsibilty; making our own lunch(or helping anyway), getting our own key, hasnging out with our friends without parental supervision, but no one ever tells you that the responsiblity comes at a very high price.
With trying to fit in Social Studies, History, Math and Art theres no time for life. People begin ignoring you, with the understanding that you have the mental capacity to figure things out on your own. But no one will say, no one told our parents, no one told my parents, no one told me, and no one is going to tell you. And because no one will tell anyone, with the understanding that you know, things go on. We long for our parents to continue on with their love and nurturing bu tone one will say at some point it will not be the same.
Well since the whole thing in London happened everyone has been on the fritz about everything. I think that living in space right about now:


I just think that there is toomuch beauty in the world for so much violence.
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